طير القرميد

She left me totally alone and this life is too hard to keep living with no one on your side. She was always on my side. I was her favorite and she was my only friend, my precious and my beloved.  I thought we had our forever. And that's not even the worst part.  I have no one to talk to about her or to tell how my I miss her. I miss her all the time. I think of her and hear her voice echoes in my heart for no reason and for every reason and I wish I can text or call and talk. I miss her voice and I still cry at 4:32 am and call her name into the wet pillow. This life isn't fair. Hope our next one is, darling. Wa7ashtiny ya 7abiby.