يا حلو يا حبيبي.. مابيعك بالدني

 Dear Omar,

You are the love of my life!

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I want to do better this time. I want to become a better person for you.

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I will always wish for her. 

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I miss her. She is all I have.

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I don't remember the past month. I know there were too much pain, blood and tears, but i remember nothing. Sometimes I admire my ability of forgetting, but I forget.

I wish she was there.

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Her family calls her "Nosa". Every time i hear them  I feel weird! 

We had it all!

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My dearest Omar,

I know I'm too old and miserable for "us". I know everything will be difficult and a little weird, but I will give it my all.. I promise.